My first poem

No matter what those problems are today:
Your best friend sucks
Your health is getting worse -
Your heart is always hurt & aching,
You're broken & alone & torn,
Sometimes it seems you're going crazy
And nobody can get you right
(In their eyes there's no pity, there's no light)
You are in darkness, betrayed with ease,
You're dying, going down... your soul is bent...
And this f...k-up seems never end!!!
Remember something:
As long as God's still on His throne
Every thing will be all right
No matter what... just wait & pray!!!
Keep moving on
With LOVE...

PS: one day my time will come - to fly!

Friendship I perceive...

One of the most important and valuable thing, here on Earth, is FRIENDSHIP.

For the past decades it's been getting worse and worse in true meaning of it, and as a result we lost many potential friends. That's why many people now try to picture themselves for advertising others to their personality so that others want to be with him/her and share the moments of his/her life. If a person doesn't have good friends, he goes into his shell and satisfied with daily activities (works, purposes etc.) only, and can't enjoy fully his life, let alone share his joy or sorrows with others who can get him and lift him up.

I think, (I choose basically by it whom to add to my list of friends;) )
Friend is the person who knows all about you but still like you,
wish you good things that would be profitable for you whole, not using you as a tool for his prosperity!!!
Friend will never judge you if you fail just for making a splash over you,
he would say you the truth but with sympathy,
he will sacrifice almost all things he has, just for you as a friend of him, (if you really need it! - for free!!!)
the first person to come with help in the eleventh hour,
the person who have empathy in bad mood or problems with soul and support his friend,
the person who never lay his friend open just for his ass's safety as we can observe at workplaces,
(that's why I think there can not be true friendship at work, at least in vertical hierarchy, - just colleagues, in general
I wish it would be wrong statement, but it's upsetting - the facts I face say so...)
Friend is always open with you, you know him, he knows you well too. There's no bad attitude inside with clever and beautiful words passed through mind-filter to tounge just for show with hypocricy... Hate this one!
With a friend you are who you really are, open-hearted.

True friendship is based on trust as a both-way traffic =)

I really have very, very, very, very few of that kinda friends, but thanks God, I've got them!!!
I don't know how they endures me with my bad character and flexible mood, but I love them as I can...
(Funny thing, they are older me in ages and mind - teaching me lot of things and principles of life, TNX them for it!!!)

In the days of my trouble my friends lift me up, that's a true blessing from God, to have a good friend and love him/her - keeping the friendship as a private treasure... I wish you all have one!!!

In conclusion I want to add a verse from Holy Bible, the actual one, from many centuries ago till now:
"A FRIEND LOVES at ALL TIMES" (Proverbs17:17)*

*Love
- is patient
- is kind
- is not jealous
- doesn't brag
- is not arrogant
- doesn't act unbecomingly
- doesn't seek its own
- is not provoked
- doesn't take into account a wrong suffered
- doesn't rejoyce in unrighteousness
- rejoyces with the truth
- bears all things
- believes all things
- hopes all things
- endures all things
TRUE LOVE NEVER FAILS!!!

I know that's really hard to follow, but it's reachable step by step and we'd all tend to it if we wanna have that...

About LAMP from my childhood =)

This is my first post. I didn’t know where to start from and decided to mention an event from my childhood concerning lamp (when I was 4-5 years, can’t remember exactly).

One day my elder brother was playing with automat toy. That automat was with a little lamp in front of it, and if you pulled the trigger, the lamp was lighted several times and “nice” sounds covered the whole room. My brother was so happy playing with it, but he didn’t want to share it with me. I just watched him playing…

Then, my mother called us for dinner and my brother immediately ran toward dining–room, but I decided to stay and refused dinner, because I was about to play that automat I couldn’t play before because of brother’s greed. When I tried to pull the trigger, my brother appeared and took away the toy from me, saying that I was not allowed to touch it. Then he disappeared…

But I was still sitting near the toy and was pondering. Actually, I was deeply hurt: I was going to play this automat too, I liked this lamp, I liked these sounds…. That’s not fair!…

Then I did the following: I turned that lamp out and… put it into my mouth, masticated it a bit and swallowed... 

Where was my logic, why I behaved that way – I don’t know!?? o_0

When my brother came into the room and took the automat, he didn’t notice anything lack. But when he pulled the trigger, there’re not any sounds except “hhhhr-prrrrr”, not those nice ones =) …consequently he noticed there hadn’t been the lamp in the place. He required explanations from me, where I put the lamp. Firstly, I said that I didn’t know then I said the truth. He began to yield and ran to our mother to complain…

Then there was a big mess about this situation. I couldn’t remember the details well, but some moments… 

Remember that some tiny fragments of that lamp were on my T-shirt and they were good arguments to my statement, that I had eaten the lamp. 

Another moment – doctors came soon and gave me something to drink…Parents were shocked of my action…

Remember of my mom: her tears on her face and her prayers to God though she was not a Christian or  a believer of any religions, she just believed that there’s High Power we couldn’t know or see. 

Never forget that moment: empty room except a sofa in the middle of it and my mother laying on it and cried… I remember how she beg God to save my life, me to stay alive… 

God’s GRACIOUS! I don’t know why, but He really answered her prayers, maybe that’s why several years later when the Gospel came to our region she then I became Christians…

One more moment, not very pleasant one: I remember how my parents rummaged in my “outcomes” and were happy to notice the fragments of that lamp there… =)))  That’s it!!!

So, if you are going to invite me to be your guest, be sure that you have turned all the lamps out yourself and hidden them!

    

That’s a joke! I have done with that – one lamp was enough! =)

Thanks God for His tender mercy, owing to Him this story had happy end!!!